i've left a few messages for a few people in primary school. it's been ages since i caught up with any one of them. and it's funny how i value my primary school life so much. it's different from secondary school. that's like i-miss-those-times kinda thing, but primary school's more like special-childhood-memories. and i can't explain why is it so special. and yah, why do i feel more connected to my primary schools mates? it's like, i have a soft spot for them and i feel happy whenever i talk to them, even though i wasn't from their class or anything. in secondary school, it's like i'm only really bonded to my classmates and team, and anyone else out of that is just a bit more than strangers. bleah, i feel like a can trust my primary school mates and that i really know them and i find it wierd! most people probably have forgotten about the life and people in primary school, and value their secondary school life more. i dunno, i must be the wierd one. i'm always the wierd one screwwww me.

and i fugging need my tablet pc now! i cannot wait till tuesday or wednesday. i would have died of anticipation by then. *moans like a dying cow* T-T

and! it seems like i have so many projects but i have started on none yet. wtf? my assignments are doing okay, just that for maths homework i have a serious big shytty problem. WTF'S WITH SETS? it's like my maths teacher has a super powered brain controlled by chocolates (er? that was random hah) and i don't hmph. >:[

and and! i absolutely am on the verge of giving up. since monday i was told to finish up my jap essay and like these 25 pages of homework and i'm like @@;; WTFKNNLAH. till now, i have like done, FIVE! *beams* failure lah. i'm never gonna be able to pass it up by tomorrow. it's like i've missed four [HELL LOADS OF ENRICHING ENLIGHTENING JAPANESE GRAMMAR AND VOCABS] lessons and i'm never gonna catch up again! *goes to a corner and sulks* it's too much and i have no time. one page takes me like 15-25 mins, but 25?! i can finish up by next christmas. plus, i bet everything is wrong. i haven't got about to study that one chapter that i missed dammit. but i am seriously not quitting jap no matter how many people tell me to do so. uh-uh, NEVERRRRR!

oh, my history teacher is like 10000000*draw more zeros yoruself* times better than my last year one! plus, he's cute, and lelly is so obsessed over him nyaha :3 for me, i think my vball coach's second assistant is eye candy RAWR! and biology lessons are seriously quote eran: STIMULATING XDDD bwaha. i mean, hell yeh fun! love love love the experiments. and honestly, the week's lessons are really slack. unlike the days of *scary music please* dhs! XD

and i can't wait to go back to rss! ima drag anyone [ANYONE!] that's available to go tm and catch a movie with me! hurhur (: bloody shit i'm using all these colourful language and being so animated today. i haven't felt so high in a long time! missing 2G is like depressing me whatever. i wanna give a big hug to all my 2G mates! and and i wanna have dinner at the usual kfc like we used to and wreck havoc there and tear it down! i haven't spazzed for a looonnng time. in class i'm like, ZOMBIECOOL y'know.

blah and i forgot the main point of this entry! oh ya. bloody jap class and teacher. and i wish jimmy would stop talking to me during jap class. he's like influencing me to slack and not pay attention! *pushes the blame XD* i am supposed to by the nerdiest and the smartest and the most hardworking and the pia-est student in the class! nuh-uh~. 8)

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
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